本意ない

本意無い

Reading

Kana: ほいない

Romaji: hoinai

Definitions

adj-i

1

reluctant; unwilling

2

unfortunate; sad (when something doesn't go as planned or as you had hoped)

Kanji

本

Readings: ホン、 もと

Meanings: book, present, main, origin, true, real, counter for long cylindrical things

意

Reading: イ

Meanings: idea, mind, heart, taste, thought, desire, care, liking

無

Readings: ム、 ブ、 な.い

Meanings: nothingness, none, ain't, nothing, nil, not